My Own Me

Music for Brighter Day [volume 2] "Indie Through Sight"

2011-05-26T21:32:00.001+08:00

What I Become??

2010-05-14T04:47:00.002+08:00

"What I Become??"

pertanyaan ini bisa di katakan sebagai sebuah pertanyaan konyol dari seseorang yang tidak punya masa depan?

sebuah pertanyaan dari seseorang yang putus asa??

aku tidak tahu...

tapi... pertanyaan ini yang selalu ada... pertanyaan yang selalu ku berikan pada hidup ku...

"What I Become???"

"Music For Brighter Day"

2010-05-14T04:34:00.004+08:00

18 April 2010 ... Hari minggu...

Tepat jam 8:00 PM ... saat itu Hujan...

Namun Musik yang menggetarkan sebuah cafe kecil... di sertai dengan keramaian dari audiens yang datang membuat malam itu jadi begitu WOW!

haha

Pagelaran Musik... "Music For Brighter Day" yang di ikuti oleh 14 band local Makassar : Standing Forever, Dead Of Destiny, Hilite, Paniki Hate Light, Parno Punk, Dunce Dance, The Sitels, Nightmare and Daydream, Seductress of The Ville, Insomnia Murder, Skala Kinsey, Shortpants, Morning Everlast, Doesn't has Talent ... Membuat malam itu menjadi begitu cerah...

Teriakan dari idealisme band-band indie Makassar dari beberapa aliran yang berbeda... telah membuat suatu hari yang akan selalu di ingat oleh band-band dan siapapun yang telah ada di acara ini...

hha.. mungkin terlalu berlebihan...

Namun "Music For Brighter Day" 18 April 2010 @ De'love Cafe

Akan selalu di Ingat!! :)

April Playlist #chart

2010-05-14T04:33:00.000+08:00

# Standing Forever - You Are My Friend
# Fall Out Boy - Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the Year
# Green Day - The Last of American Girl
# All Time Low - Stay Awake (Dreams only last for a night)
# A Rocket To The Moon - She's killing me
# Angels And Airwaves - The Moon-Atomic (Fragments and Fictions)
# The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition
# wolfmother - Vagabond
# The All American Reject - Monalisa
# Owl City - Fireflies
# Forever The Sickest Kids - That For Me
# Panic! At The Disco - She Had The World

Best Playlist on January, February, March

2010-05-14T04:32:00.000+08:00

- Standing Forever - This is a note kept me going here
- Fall out boy - (coffee for closers)
- Cute is what we aim for - time
- Mumm Raa - she's got you high
- All time low - remembering sunday
- Meaghan Smith - Here comes your man
- She & Him - why do you let me stay here
- Zooey deschanel - sugar town
- Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition
- Regina Spektor - us
- The Smiths - There is a light that never go
- Hall & Oates - You make my dream
- forever the sickest kids - catastrophe
- Angels and airwaves - The Moon-Atomic (...Fragments and Fictions)
- Placebo - bright lights
- Cobra Starship - Guilty pleasure
- Boys like girls - two is better than one
- Green Day - last night on earth
- You me At six - always attract
- Snow Patrol - crack the shutters
- The all america reject - breakin'
- owl city - early birdie
- Saosin - its all over now
- Red Car wire - affinity
- VA Artist - We are the world (25 for Haiti)
- Blink182 - What Went Wrong
- Wolfmother - vagabond
- A Rocket to the moon - Mr Right

This is a note… Kept me goin’ here… - Restu Wrote (SF Manager)

2010-01-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

This is a note… Kept me goin’ here…

27012010

Rasanya baru aku mengenal mereka. Sekumpulan remaja penuh kreatifitas diotak, jari, dan nadanya, berusaha mencari jati diri dan pengalaman di usianya, menjadi rockstar tujuannya (kayknya sih ). Menghabiskan waktu-waktu bersama untuk menyusun melodi indah dalam balutan genre rock alternative yang di padu padankan dengan lirik menendang dan berdendang (hha). Tak dirasa pula aku sudah tergabung di dalamya menjadi paketan kecil yang melengkapi (walaupun belum banyak yang bisa kukerjakan, sowry jeck.!).

Jarang kutemui yang seperti ini, atau aku saja yang baru masuk kembali ke dunia ini dan bertemu orang-orang seserius mereka. Pengalamanku mengalahkanku dan membuatku iri kepada mereka. Ya, the gift yang mereka dapat bisa membuat siapa saja yang didekatnya iri. Mendengar lagunya membuat yang lain tercengang, beberapa diantara yang kudapat bertanya “Darimana asal mereka.?”. Tanpa ia sadari “mereka” ada di sekitar kita. Dekat, hangat mendekap dengan lagunya yang bisa jadi lagu siapa saja (hha, cmon jeck, kita nyanyikan dalam berbagai versi lagi ).

Ryan, the hitsmaker, meledak dari satu lagu ke lagu lain, memecah otaknya untuk lagu-lagu berikutnya yang siap meletup di kepalanya.

Iman, the styler maker, (hha) gak ada penjelasan detail tentang dia selain… si banyak gaya, positifnya the styler maker yang satu ini mampu menampilkan aksi panggung yang atraktif (terbukti di studio, hha).

Why, the magic finger, menciptakan, menggubah, mengolah menjadi musik yang melengkapi lagu.

Petra, the creative one, penuh imajinasi dan aransemen dalam usianya yang belia, emosional dalam perminan drum-nya

Extended :

Yayang, the moneybookers, berperan dalam manajemen meraka dengan kepelitannya dan ketegasannya sebagai… pemegang duit… -_-” hha

So, this is me. Here I am. Here I need to support them and be the one of their fans (called “Temans”.??, what a weird name jeck, hha)

Everything
Anything
Never make me falling down
Easier for everything
I will never given up…

This is just a note…

This is a note that kept me goin’ here…

To Never Given Up.!!

living the dream

2010-01-13T02:33:00.003+08:00

This is so beautiful when I began to live the dream ... I do everything to keep ...

but, I was confused to stay in my dreams ... because, I didn't just walk with my own dreams ...

I'm still with ... I walked into my dreams ... and for it not possible to stand in another dream ...

I'm afraid I will not reach the end of my dream and not make happy the people who dream for me ... when previously I had to go through what they dream for me ... remain in my dreams ...

I know ... This is a challenge for me to live the dream ... I have to kill all the feelings of confusion and fear for it ... and kept walking ... living the dream

now i'm falling so hard... when i begin...

2010-01-09T12:51:00.002+08:00

Everything was really going to be messy ... I know this is going to happen ... but while all the fear was getting closer ... as has happened here ... Where was I ...

NO! This has not happened yet ... I just don't know how to avoid it and how to get past it if it happened ...

but what should I do? ... tell in me what I should do ..

i just feel ... now I'm falling so hard ... when I begin ...

Standing Forever Myspace

2010-01-05T12:08:00.001+08:00

Visit --- Standing Forever Myspace (New Layout!!)

http://myspace.com/standing4ever

:)

Forget to Remember 2009

2010-01-03T10:29:00.001+08:00

On the third day today in 2010 ... and I try to remember 2009 ... but I forgot to remember ...

F*CK!!! ...

I'm tired to remember ... I want to wash my mind and through the new right now!!!

(The Best) My Playlist On 2009

2010-01-03T03:11:00.004+08:00

This is a list of the best songs in my playlist for the year 2009 ... not just a song ... This is part of my life ... music is my life ...

and this is ... (The Best) My Playlist On 2009 ..:

Easier For Everything - Never Given Up..
Standing Forever - Tak Terhenti
Standing Forever - Here's My Day
Fall Out Boy - Saturday
Green Day - 21 Guns
Fall Out Boy - 7 Minutes In Heaven
Green Day - 21st Century Breakdown
Fall Out Boy - Sugar We're Goin' Down
Angel and Airwaves - Good Day
Fall Out Boy - America's Suitehearts
Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape
The Academy is..: - About A Girl
The All American Reject - Back To Me
Fall Out Boy - Sophomore Slump
Boys Like Girls - Thunder
Green Day - Know Your Enemy
Panic! at The Disco - Northen Downpour
The Academy is..: - Summer Hair (Forever Young)
Blink182 - Story Of a Lonely Guy
Green Day - Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)
All Time Low - Weightless
Green Day - Jesus of Suburbia
Angel and Airwaves - The Adventure
We The Kings - Skyway Avenue
Forever The Sickest Kids - She's a Lady
Fall Out Boy - Grand Theft Autumn
We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet
+44 - Baby, Come On
Boys Like Girls - Holiday
Fall Out Boy - Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn't Get Sued
Boys Like Girls - Hero Heroine
Green Day - Redundant
Forever The Sickest Kids - Catastrophe
Cute is What We Aim For - Practice Makes Perfect
Fall Out Boy - Nobody Puts Baby in The Corner
All Time Low - Dear Maria Count Me in
Saosin - It's All Over Now
Boys Like Girl - Broken Man
Fall Out Boy - The Take Over, Breaks its Over
Panic! at The Disco - New Perspective
Silverstein - My Heroine
Alesana - The Last Three Letters
Angels And Airwaves - Breathe
As I Lay Dying - 94 Hours
+44 - Make You Smile
All Time Low - Therapy
Alexis on Fire - This Could be Anywhere in The World
We The Kings - Secret Valentine
Escape The Fate - Something
Red Car Wire - Kids in Love

many songs are so good in this 2009 ... but I only post the best 50 ...

(The Best) Playlist On December 2009

2010-01-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

I'll post the playlist for the month of December 2009 I most often listen to ...

December in an atmosphere of Christmas ... so in this list will be dominated by Christmas songs ...

and this is (the best) playlist on December 2009 ......

Blink182 - I Won't Be Home For Christmas
Owl City - The Christmas Song
Fall Out Boy - Yule Shoot Your Eye Out
New Found Glory - Ex-miss
Saosin - Mookies's Last Christmas
Simple Plan - My Christmas List
Sarah McLachlan - River
Standing Forever - Here's My Day
Cobra Starship - Guilty Pleasure
MXPX - Christmas Day
+44 - Make You Smile
Green Day - Jesus Of Suburbia
Good Charlotte - Christmas by The Phone
Michael Buble - White Christmas
Forever The Sickest Kids - Coffee Break
Angels and Airwaves - Good Day
Boys Like Girls ft Taylor Swift - Two is Better Than One
Relient K - We Wish You a Merry Christmas
In Memory - The Most Wonderful Time of The Year
My Chemical Romance - All I Want For Christmas is You

Another perfect Practice to makes Perfect with Standing Forever (my band)

2010-01-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

2010 kami buka dengan sebuah latihan... ya.. ini latihan yang seperti biasa... di studio kami seperti biasa... tapi kami melakukannya saat 2010 itu datang... tahun yang baru sejak kami terbentuk bulan Juli tahun lalu... semuanya terasa baik dan kami rasa sempurna karena kami masih tetap berdiri di tahun yang baru ini...

Ini sebagai tanda... bahwa kami Standing Forever masih berdiri di tahun 2010... dan akan melakukan yang terbaik di setiap hari kami ada saat berdiri...

Happy New Year 2010...
We Are... Standing Forever...: Ryan, Why, Iman, Petra, and our management: Stu & Yayang

especially for "temans SF" who always support us ...

Take care about "before" ...

2010-01-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

This strange statement ... because we all live in the "after"...
But there will be no "after" without a "before" ... and everything that happens in the "after" is a consequence of what you've done in the "before" ...

From this perspective ... I just say (again) ...: Take Care About "before" ...!!

2010... what's new?

2010-01-02T05:03:00.000+08:00

So many unsolved problems, so many dreams that only depends... but, I'm grateful to have in... 2010 .. and I know ... it's all not over yet,..

I will continue to run ... looking for my life ...

but,,,
I'm confused by all the people who shout for change for the better when the new year,,, every day the same thing right?

This is only a problem ... your intention to change ... not be only in the new year right?

2010 <-- "it's something unpredictable but in the end this right... i hope you had the time of your life..." (Green Day - Time Of Your Life)

New Year not only about the changes .... more than that .. about how we could be in ...

Happy New Year 2010 Everybody... GBUs

It's only One Me When I Ask, "what my problem?"

2010-01-02T03:44:00.000+08:00

I was here and I might forget that I had been there, had been a long time ...

I try to write and read what has happened in my life ... I remember it but most didn't mean,,, maybe ...

What I know now... a lot of problems here because "yesterday" ... too selfish if I only remember what's great about it ... but it remains my biggest problem ... I think my biggest problem is I haven't figured out my biggest problem yet.... really sad ... and I just walked .. I know I'm empty ...

I found a picture of the answer, when I read a word ... "Love" .., so many people who give understanding about ... but, I want to understand it from my own perspective ...

I kept telling myself, that this standard word really be the answer to my problem ... but a new problem because I had to find the meaning of this word is to find the real answers ...

I always say to "f*ck with love!" ... I think it was not wrong ... because I said it in perspective I'm supposed to say it like that ... but I don't hate love outside the perspective.

Every day I get it from God, and I know from the people who love me ... and I loved it ...

but, back to ...
I'm still looking for answers to my problem with the word "love" is ...

While writing this post ... I've found the answer.,, and the answer is ...: "I just didn't love myself",,,,

and I'm still looking for answers from this answer,,,,