My Own Me

I was here and I might forget that I had been there, had been a long time ...

I try to write and read what has happened in my life ... I remember it but most didn't mean,,, maybe ...

What I know now... a lot of problems here because "yesterday" ... too selfish if I only remember what's great about it ... but it remains my biggest problem ... I think my biggest problem is I haven't figured out my biggest problem yet.... really sad ... and I just walked .. I know I'm empty ...

I found a picture of the answer, when I read a word ... "Love" .., so many people who give understanding about ... but, I want to understand it from my own perspective ...


I kept telling myself, that this standard word really be the answer to my problem ... but a new problem because I had to find the meaning of this word is to find the real answers ...


I always say to "f*ck with love!" ... I think it was not wrong ... because I said it in perspective I'm supposed to say it like that ... but I don't hate love outside the perspective.

Every day I get it from God, and I know from the people who love me ... and I loved it ...

but, back to ...
I'm still looking for answers to my problem with the word "love" is ...

While writing this post ... I've found the answer.,, and the answer is ...: "I just didn't love myself",,,,

and I'm still looking for answers from this answer,,,,